[rl crap] i'm in a bad way so need to just yell in here before I lose my mind

[mental health] welp. this is quite the mood crash at work.

[gender/sister/rage] since my mom isn't going to call until she gets off work later tonight and I feel like I'm going crazy... might as well vent the abscess that was the talk with my sister.

[gender/anxiety/etc. etc. etc....] I'm trying to psyche myself up enough to write my sister a message

[red's plurk of woe] don't know if anyone saw my plurk yesterday but this is sort of the continuation of it

[mental health] state of the red I guess

testing! this is Red's personal-stuff/mental-health plurk. let me know if you would like to be kept or dropped from it!

[cw: family/friend death and severe health problems (not me), just depressing as hell shit.]

[cw: suicide] yeah, I think I need to take a mental health day tomorrow, even though they need me in the office

[mental health] it's official. I have an antidepressant prescription.