DID A LOT OF TALKING and thinking yesterday with stick after I got home

made it official that I'm taking next week off work. I need a mental break.

I also think I'm going to be... trying to get myself to go back to counseling gfhdkjhgj

aaaugh I dont know

talking to stick and thinking more about the past few months it kind of became clear that yeah my brain is pretty bad right now

a break definitely sounds like a good idea. counseling has definitely turned me around toward the better, so if you decide to go, I hope it helps you too

buhhh yeah... ;;;

Im always suggesting counseling to other people, but as soon as it's my turn, I dig in my heels

ugh yeah I feel you. I put off trying a new therapist for so long. this search thing is how I found mine if that helps

you can search by issues they specialize in, and I made sure she was lgbtq friendly

but ilu lots and if you need a friend's ear, lmk

whoa that's pretty cool

and buuh thanks. that really means a lot.

I don't know if it's that numbing fog that my depression is putting me in right now or what, but I keep feeling this weird isolation from everyone and everything

so that means a lot :<

ugh that feeling sucks /hugs

we are our own worst enemy, I'm not surprised you put up a fight to counseling for yourself

but that first step is the hardest

it's really hard to not dig in, yeah. It's better in the long run but holy damn is it hard to take that first step

it's probably the most important thing, but gdi

we're here for you tho