cranky

plurk whumping so I don't do a big whump in soup

ooh depression is sucking all my energy out and this month was when I wanted to crunch the most

idk how to deal with my mom's houseless situation. she wants me to move in with her and I've told her no so many times. I'd like her to have a permanent living situation, but I cannot be in that situation. I've been on my own for 12 years and I don't want more religious trauma

i am struggling with playing the talos principle-- I like the puzzle aspect of it, and I understand that religion and rebellion are an aspect of it but gOD its a little heavy handed with the religion and i'm having a bad time

I'm sitting at a fucking 6 or 7 on the pain scale with this fucking tooth I can't sleep bc it hurts

I'm actually really bummed, I was gonna do kbbq for a month late birthday meal w/ friends, and I was looking forward to it since I didn't do anything for my actual 30th and all of em for one reason or another flaked.

I might still go but it'd be a different group of friends who are doing it for a friend from out of town and it's not the same

there's something broken about my brain that won't let me get to bed before 12 am

I've had a week straight of headache that started and ended with a migraine

I'm really hoping it's not the ADHD medicine that's the cause but I think it is 💀