sometimes, i got jealous to them who have a complete family. having a dads, moms, brother/sisters. it would be fun if the house is full of people. watching a movie together or just having a little talk in the middle of night. seeing someone story with their family makes me asking myself "when i can feel those things?" or " can i feel those things?"

sometimes i wonder "gimana ya rasanya punya ayah?" yg bisa dijadiin sandaran, tempat keluh kesah, tempat berlindung. being a kids without father is hard, and lonely. i wish i could hug my dad everytime i want, seing his face in every morning. or just driving around the city together. dad, where are you? dont u wanna see me?

anjay!!! plurk via PC keren anjirrrr monangis (

been a month gk main kesini wkwkwk

yaa allah, semoga kelak aku jadi ibu yang sabar untuk anak2 ku.
semoga kelak aku jadi ibu yg mau mendengar, bukan hanya mau di dengar oleh anak2 ku.
semoga kelak aku jadi ibu yg tidak egois untuk anakku.
semoga kelak aku tidak jadi ibu yg suka victim blamming terhadap anak2ku.
semoga kelak aku tidak mengulangi kesalahan ibuku dalam cara membesarkan aku

something smell soooooo fishy 🙃

i want to life my own life, without my mom telling me what to do, im just tired. im 22yo anyway. im not 5yo baby that you have to tell me what im to do, whats right and was not.

i just want to disappear 😔

this world is really unfair.
like.... when everyone got what ever they want the always get it. but when i want something i have to climb, work hard and do whatever i can do and still, i dont get it

what do you expect about having a toxic parent?
every thing that you've done is wrong
u never got an reward or just like "congratulations" or "thank you"
is like "its your job" or "its your duty"
pay all home bills is my duties? while i cant survive on my own financial problems?
HAHAHAHAHA
just wanna go to nowhere and never came back :')

kok cantik😭😭😭😭