menghitung hari.....
detik demi detik...
DIRIKU SEMAKIN TUAAAAA 😭😭😭😭

am i fool? for always waiting you home? or ever u call me home?

i wish u always be happy.
love u.

but i miss u. i know missing u is hurt, i cant do anything except i dont deny thst i misss you.

u always say that u love me, but u did the mistake i really hate. even though you know, how messed up my family is because those fucking things. u know, but why u did it to me?? you know how hard i try to make my self heal when those things happen. and then u make me heal myself again? it's been a year, but im not suer if been heal enough.

maybe if u cant leave that girl and try to fix us, maybe on this cold night we still can hug each other

maybe if u try to fix us harder than just say "maaf, ku sayang ko, nda tega ka bilang sama kau, nda tega ka sakiti ko, kalau itu yg ko mau, semoga kau bahagia selalu"

maybe if u try harder to make me forgive u that night, this day we still together

i miss everything about us.

i miss your existence in the morning, and drive me to school and campus.