I had to put down my eldest kitty this weekend, the day before my bday and I've been so sad. And just when I think I'm doing better, I'm cleaning the house and fur makes me cry. FFS. I'm pathetic.
Not pathetic, I was a mess when my baby went missing, I have no idea how I'd be if anything happened to her. Let yourself mourn, they're not just pets, they're members of the family