so long Path, thanks for the ±7 years memories

kids these days... sometime can make me feel a little better for myself...

but not quite an "otaku", neither a "NEET",, well, maybe a bit..

I can't really hiding huh?... well at least here I can.. well for now I guess..

now there are two widows...

it's a terrifying circle,, at least for me

damn it,, I feel terrible...
I'm the worst brother ever

Mercy God, Mercy...

I'm sorry God, I shouldn't be like this, I even shouldn't whining here... I understand that I've been far away from you... I've been ignoring your heed and calling... please God keep me reminded, you're the Almighty, the restless, the all remebering, the all focus.. I. submit everything to You

Thank You God for this STRONG reminder,,, please keep my focus clear, make me realize my weaknesses, able to improve my advantages, clean my mind, strengthen my communication skill, stabilize my emotion, heal my mental, uphold my honesty, provide wisdom, and lead me always to your straight path