left in silence and darkness after voicing out something. [that fear]

at least this morning is more on the sad side.[breaking it in day by day]

how do you not be so angry/bi-polar/manic depressive?[break the spell]

so draining to fight back.don't slip. [that feeling]

it's not denial, but rather sucking it in and knowing there's nothing that can be done. however, nobody said it was easy and it sure as hell isn't. [regrets. mistakes.heartaches.]

keep trying to shoot it down.[that feeling]

my hours are slumber-less...dearest the shadows i live with are numberless...

there are times when i wish something wrong happened on the table which resulted to a flat line. [wishful thinking]

the more someone says never, the more i feel that i badly want to. i wanna read "Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children". time to go hunting.>.<

i hate it how on some days i can get so angry with a snap of a finger. KMN