pay it forward...

i will never forget so i would have to try not to remember so much.

my heart suffers from my own stupidity.

those little entries that remind me of how much i feel and how much of it is mostly for you. :s

sometimes i wish i could take away all the bad things you feel around you and give you every bit of good i have..

this is how my heart behaves, sadly.

i used to be unhappy, now i'm just freaking miserable. [sometimes i wish you never came along]

it gets exhausting to fight back everything that pushes you to give in. i'm not so sure i could keep at this any longer...

i love you a lot less and can't seem to forgive you at all...

i'm not sure if i wanted to in the first place, yet it sucks to be held back like that. [i need to breathe]