recovery from ptsd feels like 1 step forward and 1000 steps back and its easy to slip into self hate. just need to remind myself no one gets over this overnight
almost a week at my apartment and im still convinced i gotta go back to the shelter at some point =_= hey brain that part of my life is over! we can relax!
i really hope i dont forget how to "have fun" as i get older...it gets disheartening sometimes remembering now im edging into my 30s but i still have nerdy interests so im "weird" lol