just bought an iPod Touch today

gonna freeze plurk til xinting comes back.

back after a day of rest from plurk.

go to sleep now and hope the feeling does not come back anymore.

: "i dont wanna be without you baby, i dont wanna broken heart"

she is feeling better, but then again last night she was okay until a certain time when she made everyone miserable.

i'm sorry everyone. i'm sorry i always make others sad. i'm just pathetic thats all, just ignore me.

i should never have said anything. i always make others miserable because of me.

nobody cares until i say something. nobody really cares about me. just let me die, please.

i hate the feeling of being alone, yet, i have felt it for 5 years now.