5 years -.-

yup, i have always felt it ever since i was primary 4. i guess i'm not really cut out to have friends aye.

at least people talk to you willingly and stuff, and you have loads of friends, unlike me, people only feel obliged to talk to me.

nope, none of those people, well except one, the rest all are just obliged to talk to me, actually i think all of them dont even talk to me.

nope. no one likes to be with me.

no. nobody likes to be with me. its okay, you dont have to be nice to me. its better to say the truth.

nah, no one from 2d really talks to me anyway, all treat me like i'm invisible.

esp the photo. i still remember that scene clearly.

ziyue and aneka and you and everyone else are just being polite.

no nat! i do love talking to you! if i didn't, why would i bother to keep leaning back in my chair so i can talk to you?!?!

well you cant do it anymore right?

but nobody ever talks to me. ever. whenever i read anyone's bloig, they always have gone out with anyone anywhere.

i just eat noodles at home alone.

seriously. you dont need to try and cheer me up. just go to china and have fun.

didnt i reply? nah, i wont let you take pictures of me, it'll just spoil your camera.

your teeth so nice dont need braces.

then just buy greentea and dont take pictures can.

no, i wont do it.

i'm dreading that day.

not okay. i'm not okay anymore.