是該為了見面高興 還是為另一個女孩難過？

其實，還是有點放不下。證據：不時的查看手機訊息…

dreamt of him last night, and he weirdly turn into a ugly Indian guy. lol!! Not that middle Eastern is that different, but still. ha!

我的愛情，來去都相當的快速。 但就算不過一個月的時間，對我來說，也是認真的。

思念像孕吐一樣
沒事來一下
每天早上也來一下

心理才在寂寞就收到訊息。我是不是逃不出他手掌心？還是這是reversed psychology 作用了呢？呵呵~

剛剛發現他的香水味也已經消失，如同我噬骨的思念，揮發於空氣之中。如果就是這樣了，我們之間還剩什麼？空虛寂寞上襲。

all of sudden, i felt like i am quite over him. whatever his decision is, i am alright. could be that cry today, a relief.

給自己一個不准聯絡的期限， 疯吧！ 玩吧！就是不准跟他聯絡。

this much missing is tormented!!! can't hold on much longer.... I miss you.