Happy birthday to me~ it's surreal to have lived to this day and I hate that my adulthood and childhood took the same time and I start to not act my age cause I got no wife and kids (I'm fine with that) but just, damn

a dream fucked my memories last night. I actually believed I had a caring stepmom when I was about 11 or 12 and that I seemed to have forgotten her, and she was like smiling back at me and I felt this sudden guilt and a nostalgia that wasn't there. I was kicking myself as to why I had forgotten her and how much she loved me and everything.

The world would be a better place if people start to realize some people do things voluntarily (sans pay) out of passion/love and not for other ulterior motives.

I hate bringing up my age especially at the um, vtuber guise cause it's a super young community and 25 to them is like old af and I'm like oh heeeeeelllllll nooooooo

people have taken advantage of me all my life. You can imagine if I had a wife I'd probably let a better man fuck her daily ig.

man I'm just such a sucker for people who care about me, all of my relationships start from me (mis)interpreting kindness as care and once they get with me they realise my flaws and shit and oftentimes I am the one turning desperate in the end

So if you know where to find em, you can get lewd ASMR on youtube with "ear-licking" is actually doing the succ? so...

I know a time when WTF was dramatically elongated to OMGWTFBBQCNN... but the fact that the term is NOT searchable on Google makes me afraid.

looks at Andromeda haha easy skip

Andromeda: I'm a Rider

Me: oh fuck

Andromeda: in my 2nd ascension I wear a bikini

Me: oh fuuuuuck

Andromeda: I'm Perseus' wife

Me: OH FUUUUUCK

Andromeda: pull me? 👉👈 uwu

Me: ok fine

43 pulls later

I am binging THIS ILLUSION/disillusion cause the song captures what a servant does in Fate