Came to a comedy club to see anjelah johnson all by my lonesome. Oh well. I really wanted to see her and the friends i have here suck!

The ppl who lived here before us. Screwed us. They rigged the light meter. We are now going to have to pay over $2,000 in back pay. And $852

And my back is out again. Its hurts to move. Ugh this week. Im so glad its ending!

This insomnia when steven is gone NEEDS to stop. I have no help. So i need all the sleep i can get. Gah i'm afraid to drive today with how

Freddy is burning up at 330 in the morning. But as happy as can be. Talking and clapping in his pack and play. I dont think i'm gonna sleep.

Feels crazy emotional lately. I almost wanna cry for everything. I literally get teary eyed over the littlest things. Idk what is up

So when steven is gone i lock us in my room at night. I specifically remember turning off all the lights but one before coming to the room.

Freddy is sitting on stevens lap and just sayig dada daadaa. I wanna cry. These next 28 days are gonna be hard bc steven has spent so much

Ugh steven refused to take frederick with him to home depot. Now he is either whining at me. Or unfolding everything i just fold. Ahh its

I forgot how impossible it is to clean when steven isnt watching frederick. I finish one thing. And frederick is behind me to mess it up!