I smoked my first cigarette in five years last night. the weeklong mental breakdown is still ongoing
just feel taken for granted a lot ngl but that's not really a new feeling
God, just fucking kill me and get it over with. It's not like it'll make any fucking difference.
I don't ask for anything as it is, I don't understand how I get fucked over for it regardless. Christ.
man, I wonder what that's like.
I've been treated as expendable and replaceable my entire life, I really don't expect that to change anytime soon.
whoops that is a lot of blood