suicidal ideation sitting in my head since the year started with no real relief. getting tired.

mmm.

wow as if my self-esteem wasn't low enough

I want to cut, badly.

tsch

I have spent a lot of today disassociating, now just doing my best to not spiral.

ah yes, mental breakdown first thing in the morning

I'm just sad and lonely all the time

Death by a thousand cuts.

fuck.