Haha.

I don't even feel lonely anymore. I think. Just numb. Sad.

i sometimes think about the fact that i could disappear, and no one would notice.

christ, I'm tired

...it's hard to believe otherwise.

it's really bad today. ended up cutting.

Few things are as sobering as the realization that most people won't even notice.

it's been nice.

sitting on a bridge, contemplating the jump, but it's not high enough to snap my neck or anything and drowning is a miserable way to go, so let's not.

ah.