i have been having multiple breakdowns all month.

doing my best to not overthink.

particularly bad day in my head, today.

Because I have a fundamental hatred for my own existence. Given the chance to end it, I would.

Hahaha

I am so, so tired.

eat shit, you abusive psychobitch

trawled back on my plurk a bit and realized I do not recognize a lot of these display/usernames anymore.

thinking about death a lot, again.

I'm so tired.