i hope you can clear up things soon

jackalennui: it will be fine. Its just me feeling emotional. Sadly my gf is in the same mood so she is in her shell, which sucks cos i need her, but she needs space

You are not ridiculous. I am sitting here crying cause I can't fix things for everyone I know. Pretty sure I must be pmsy cause all I do is cry lately. So tired of being emotional. But I sure wish I had a magic wand.

my gf called me. she is a sweetheart. she is wonderful and deals well with the fact I cannot always express my emotions

yay!