I just need a new job first.

i really hope things work out for you, hun. i'm sorry you're under so much stress.

I think once I know I have something new lined up I will feel better.

Part of it is: They cut out the trainer program so my pay rate got reduced

They also had to cut hours back a bit for everyone.

That's a out 140 bucks a week BEFORE calculating in my pay reduction.

Between that and the fact I can crack jokes about the time a shoplifter accidentally maced the whole building? I'm literally no longer paid enough for this shit.

The trainer money was allowing me to financially be okay traveling as far as I was for this job. I'm looking at other jobs.

My ideal is to take a test for a certification so I can do something not retail.