What I learn from my current situation is that my family can be difficult or toxic hai

Mas dghan ko nihilak this year compared last hahahai usahay samokan Ko sa ko self nama triggered sa uban plus naa pa ta family na mao jud maguna. O lagi wala nako gamit maau pa wala ko sus

Kapoya nig mata nimo na suko man dayun mo kauban ingnan paka ug gigutom siya kay way tabang plus I accuse ka ug patogtog tsk nboang ayaw ko labda ug ayaw sa ako i send mo kasuko atay ai

laughing on what my parents wished for me on my bday. Both wanted that I could find my destined partner, that is way beyond my plan though... my brother should give them a grankid first hahaha well all i want is to feel that fullfillment again bout myself, hoping to get this wish granted before I get older

Birthday week went by like an ordinary day. would tell the world bout it when I was younger but nowadays i’m just happy and slightly contended of where i am now... it’s true then once you are older, you’re bday has become a symbol of what you did with life so far...

Should accept it since it was all my fault in the first place.... just wanted to ask for a peace of mind

To disappear, move to another country or just be gone... i know all those things bout future plans and responsibilities but don’t have the passion to do it... miss my old self from 12 years ago

Seeing a pattern here, is it that there mist be something wrong with you?!

Had to acknowledge that life was stressful... strong coffee, one cig and conversations were helpful enough but it’s crawling back in hai

I have deviated from the main goal haist