my cousin keeps bothering me about me being trans he says he doesn't mind that i am but i honestly can't tell. it seems like he's trying to change my mind? he's so helpful and hurtful about it at the same time and i love him but not that side of him and the worst part is that it's not even parental influence he's formed his own opinions so this won't change
dude i might start being homophobic again like how i was with my mom because i have to keep cracking jokes around that one cousin (i came out as nb and he said "as long as you aren't gay" and then i found out i was pan) but what if that slowly reawakens my internalized homophobia i've tried so hard to heal