nothing i wanna do right now..>_<

i feel so bad...

everything is gonna be okay..

Okay.. i'm suffering right now.. >_<

i have to forget all of it.. but how can? hiaaaa...wanna scream, its like i wanna cry.. >_< God help me please..

why why and why? i hate this so much.. i want it too.. but why can't I?

cenat cenut cenat cenut masih menjalar pada diriku.. hmm... >_<

hiaaa.... have a nice day...

its like part of my soul has been missing..

aaaarrgghhhhhhhhhhh....