so. . .am i the Lancelot? who never really had his Guinevere. . .

but i know that it just pretending even the world's laugh out loud

and suddenly the world seems a lot happier than before

bingung bingung bingung bingung bingung bingung!!

what a 'mourn'ing --"

hey. . .your name resound and echoing in my heart

aku harusnya gmana seh?

chest pain n hard to breathe again

let's yell, "Christos Anesti, Alithos Anesti!!"

yeppp am just pretending and keep blabbering. . . .am not fucking okay!!