I was gonna try to sum up where I’m at this week but yknow what:

hi hello autonomic system could we uh. NOT be having all the symptoms of a panic attack with no particular cause thx
for one, we lack sleep and this MAKES IT HARD

[mh/vent] why am i so good at subverting my own plans? just casually and slowly herding myself stupidly into a panic attack? i make the BEST villain, but only for me

ok self, stop chatting on plurk and actually write

Ok: weird pain morning but did, at least wake up on time if not early. Giving myself a ...health day so: ibuprofen, resting for an hour or so, writing.

I’m done! With work. I got up late so I’ve been working, except for food and chores, until now. And yay getting it done! only...am losing my gotdang mind it’s been so long since I TL’d/started anything, and now I’m exhausted. Maybe I can get up early???

Woke up middle of night and worked (not gonna argue with my brain) and I’m lying down BEFORE being out of my mind fatigued...so hopefully I’ll be able to RP a bit when I get up, can rest in between and finish the week’s hours this evening? 🤞

PINING for time that is not ‘behind on making money’ or ‘too tired to breathe’. I miss y’all and your fictions. Cat me?

lol when you tell your partner you’re suspicious that you have ...something like PEM (post-exertional malaise) and they’re like “Yeaaahhh I said that years ago, then you decided it was ADHD” OOPS. Anyway uh, either way this fatigue/pain/fog flare is bullshit

Trying to not feel like a fail BUT! I made a Bluesky: @wingedvoices.bsky.socia...
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