每当我听到父母吵架 我都会生气。如果是钱的问题 我说不出话。让我自卑的事没钱。没钱我就不能大喊。
I could make myself happy.
hate myself for what?
for completing the urge of hating myself
no matter there are people around me or not, I won't feel happy
after watching THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD
I cried because noone there is protecting me
it's more terrible if staying with family