whatever i'll cry to mento in 8 days

i just want to be held it's not fair

sorry no charlie i'd jsut been crying and on the verge of comitting suicide no i did not want to suddenly makeout

I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF

at least mento knows what his brother did.

i am killing myself actually i'm sorry i can't do this

he told his dad about us and i fucking cried

if i get called his girlfriend ONE MORE TIME --> i will be tying that noose

ok thanks mento im gonna kill myself (i keep forgetting that he's gonna be busy and cant respond so hes reacting to my texts with hearts)

i have to keep going and i don't think i can and i want to tell mento so bad but he's probably busy but i need him so bad