I remember our small debate two nights ago regarding gentlemanliness and how crazy and unreasonable girls can be..

..it really feels weird to be around a gentleman. He opens the car door for you, explains where a guy should stand on the escalator, lets you decide where to eat, does whatever you ask him right away, etc.

like, ARE YOU FOR REAL?!?!?

Nope. nothing sexual happening. No teasing and provocation. Just chill and sleep. I'm liking this!

i'm such a spoiled little girl whenever im with this guy.

I kinda miss the faint sweaty smell boys leave on their blankets. they all smell the same tho.

I ended up staying at his place anyway.

..I can't sleep properly tho.

can't mooooove.. ughhhh..

NO MORE PARANOIAAAAA. HOOOORAAAH!!!!

I'm quite thankful that I have been shedding these old tissues down there but i'm happier with the fact that i'm not gonna end up with HIM! I really can't imagine us being together. I'm definitely sure that I won't be happy at all. idk. I just dont see myself falling head over heels for that guy.

..what happened is a HUGE mistake. i'm regretting it.

Okay! Okay, Uterus! I won't go out tonight anymore! just please, please calm yourself and stop torturing my sensitive body. I know that you are mad but no need to go on FULL BEAST MODE on me. I get you, okay? just please, HAVE MERRRRCY!

"Yeah, i'm on a mission, trying to get it out of my system.."
-Youngr