asked a broad question of how I sound to people in their heads without hearing my voice and a woman answered "you look like you have a throaty feminine voice like you smoke cigarettes"
gotta say, that's some flattering high praise even if it's far from the truth

the plurk beast told me happy birthday... can you believe it....

feeling lonely at the post hardcore show 🥺

i dipped out of the item label discord because I realized how little I used it and how I did not only not benefit from staying but that it was just weighing me down as baggage

my extremely good close friend asked me casually how I'm doing and I literally couldn't answer because I consciously realized that I feel extremely numb right now for some reason
I feel nothing! wahoo!

I'm craving a feeling of belonging! a feeling of matchedness!

I drank an oat milk frappuccino and it tastes like a coffee cocktail
like how you try to mask the taste of booze in a cocktail but do that for coffee

I'm getting a metal gear solid portable ops limited edition PSP

I got a haircut! I no longer feel insane!

i had a dream I was back in college and people asked me to sing for some campus event 🥺