REALLY CONFUSED

hugs and kisses :*

my super boyfriend Raditya

it's been a long time plurk

like i cant trust no one , knowing that the guy i love can even see the real me .

if you think that you've been hurt so bad try being me,at least for the passed 3 years

it will never change , god give me strenght

it's my fault , always have been , and always will be

everything that i said and done means nothing to you.

i smile , cause i dont know what else to do to hide my feelings