what if i kms haha

i just want to cry bleugh

instead of relapsong what if i go do this essay thats almsot a week late

i wish i had scars it'd feel so much more real

17 months clean is crazy

it's so dumb that i feel so lonely

sorry i'm normal

i want to relapse ha

someone kill me i dont want to feel

i cant feel emotions when i should and when i do i shouldnr and its so inconvenient for everyone i fucking hate this i hate everythign