wish i can dissapear for while from this life

q sdih,q iri.tp q cba sabar n ikhlas.cm bs brharap&brdoa smga ibu q cpt smbuh.13 thn tu wktu yg lama.tp bgaimanapn jg,dy ttp lh ibu q

trying to living without hope,without feeling,without passion

how can It be?? I was misunderstand, I did'nt realize who I am...alright,now I give up