i feel numb

guilty,i don't know what to do

that she will go far away from this country for awhile,to clear her mind,to find her true meaning of life

i'll clear my mind and stop thinking about anything that doesn't matter to me anymore.

you're the most precious person in my life,friend. please don't be mad at me,i won't do it anymore,i'll stop,don't go away,i'm begging you

okay,meditate again

i'm so sorry,i won't do it anymore,please forgive me

feel much better arrgh

maybe i should try to meditate,okay i'll try!

i love my new yukata,thank you so much John!