[wakanda forever] no spoilers inside, i'm not down for a deep dive, but uh. i knew it was going to be A Movie to watch after what my family's been through this year, but christ. that was A MOVIE TO WATCH

this morning i stared into my closet trying to figure out what to wear, only to conclude "i don't wanna wear anything, because i don't wanna go to work." i mulled this over for a moment, considered that today is the first day of November, and grabbed a long flower patterned dress meant for spring

Me at work today. Happy Halloween!

hi my mom just called to tell me that one of my younger cousin, who i haven't been in touch with in years but still think of as being fucking five, died today of a heroin overdose. his mother found him. Mom's gonna let me know about the funeral

it's me, hi, i'm the problem

or so i feel as i took two mental health days in the past three weeks and i don't want to take any more this year but

here's the problem with music format nostalgia: i have pre-ordered, unironically, Taylor Swift's new album (releasing Friday) on cassette. i am fully and physically aware that it is probably the most mediocre music medium available, and yet

so Dahmer is a grimy little show that has inflicted genuine harm and should not exist anyway i just finished binging it and taking a shower to get clean again

there is a way to handle true crime stories with sensitivity and compassion, and dahmer is like the opposite of that

i aten't dead, but grief and depression are conspiring to kick my ass. like i'm gonna win in the end, but everything's gonna suck a lot for a while first

hi

have scheduled two weeks out for both latest covid booster and flu shot

now to start wearing masks regularly again. i have not been doing that and it is shameful. i know better

i aten't dead. tired and busy, but extant. tell me your fun/important news! ask me what ive been up to! <3<3<3