There is a lot of things that is wrong with me. There is this dumb love, knowing who a are your friends and who are the other people,

Never able to leave this cage at all, not able to have fun with everyone.

I should hangout with her for one more time. But idk if mom would ever let me cuz she doesn't like me spending or hangout with older people.

What sister sarah was right. I literary have no friends to hangout with once I go to gilbert. no one to talk to, and spend time with no one.

That feeling that no one cares but their close friends. Never felt welcome our happy to be here.

Her but I can't be with her cuz of the way I am

I trend not to think like this but I never wanted to be together with all of my friends anymore cuz I never go with their conservation.

"I Left a hole where should be and - unknown

When I put on a fake smile, and I'm not feeling happy. My smile start turns to a mean poker face.

When friends try to comfort you and you don't feel the comfort cuz they are the problem.