the only one who can save me (Allah Subhanahuwata'la)

the only thing that can save me (al qur'an)

what kind of words that i can say? to expressig this feeling? NOTHING! JUST NOTHING!

Yaa Allah... save my faith,please.... i'm so weak right now,i'm so breakable, i know my stock for after living is not enough yet, but then why i have to be here when even my parents didn't want me to be here?

all of the things that i ever done is nothing... because the one who praise me, the one who wants me, is other people outside there.... not my parents.... so what i'm asking here is why i have to be exist?

Ya Allah..... why this kind of thing happen to me? why i have to born in a family that even don't want me to be exist?

just go away.... or maybe you have to say that kind of word to me.....

i'm nothing here... nothing.... my brother more precious than i... so why after 10 years you have to born a useless child like me? then that's nothing....

iyooo aku nyat NGGAK BENER>>> SAYA TEKANKAN ANAK ANG NGGAK BENER... bukan kurang bener...... jadi untuk apa saya di dunia ini???

jadiii intinyaaa selama ini yang aku lakukan mulai aku sejak lahir sampe sekarang adalah sia-sia... tinggal ngomong gitu aja ndadak basa basi ngomong langsung wae to... rapopopo