turns out ure just a small, sad, tiny man. but i forgive u. just dont be so pathetic next time, have some self respect? santuy luwes aja. remember winter of 1997? that kind of self acceptance and cool. remember how funny and charming u suddenly became? and happy with yrself. such a good feeling. good luck man.
ternyata yg gue paling takutin adalah being stuck in a situation(ship) which ironically makes me feel alone, isolated, alienated, lonely. tapi masalahnya kayaknya solusi gue selama ini adalah selalu masih "lari ke orang lain". classic codependence behaviour. ga tahu apakah "bahagia sendiri" itu beneran mungkin atau ilusi, tapi sptnya layak dicoba dulu?
when u think ure ready to take care of someone for the rest of yr life, think again mainly about two things: will they take care of you in return, do all the signs now point to that possibility and, second, know that if the first thing doesnt happen, the loneliness u feel will literally kill u.
how he thinks he'll never get used to it no matter what no matter how much he has learned no matter how much hes convinced himself this life is the only life he'll ever have better get used to all the shitty parts and concentrate on enjoying the little slivers of fun
amazing, ke bank buat withdraw duit yg harusnya ga diwithdraw buat nalangin utangnya (lagi) eh pas di bank diambekin karena gue dianggap ga ramah sama staff banknya. whatever i dont give a fuck anymore