problem solving 2025: bagaimana recharge mental yg efektif biar kuat caregiving yg kyknya bakal intense at least in first half of this year

selamat tahun baru plurkettes. terima kasih sudah mendengarkan keluh kesahku selama 2024. siap² utk 2025 yaaa xixi pengennya sih lebih waras tp outside-plurk-world mana kita tahu gimana nanti yekan

ada temen lama diajakin minum² bir doang nyante murah² kl bisa di rumah jg gapapa bilangnya udah ga minum lagi out of my budget, seminggu kemudian posting close friends stories lg traveling di reykjavik sama kasih pengumuman tar nye msh blm balik jakarta ya gaes masih di paris. ga ngerti lagi delusional hypocrite jaksel cunts.

enak rasanya offend a jaksel hipster HAHAHA langsung sok ceramahin gue lg, ketauan moralistiknya lololol

oke jg gue ga pernah mau lg ketemuan sama this person who once stood me up after i waited for a whole fucking hour. granted i had other things to do so i didnt waste all my time but it was just insane especially since the person only had to walk less than a kilo from their house to where we were gonna meet. the sheer entitlement and laziness. fuck right off

HAPPY BIRTHDAY nininditya

always grateful for the education i received, but being sent away at 16 with absolutely no plan for a support system to replace parental guidance really did break me as a human. in many ways since then ive been barely functioning in the "normal" way that might have allowed me to gain a bit of happiness in life. its all dark now

kdg kl ambil jemuran di atas, & cuma gue yg regularly ambil jemuran di rumah ini, like seriously, ga ada yg kepikiran, hey maybe sometimes hed like it if he doesnt have to angkat jemuran sehari dua, but yeah, kdg di atas, memandang mobil² melintas di ujung gang, i find what amounts to a little peace. until the next load of laundry (yg jg cuma gw yg ngerjain)

gak di rumah, gak di luar rumah, gak ada yg bisa diajak bantering. org ga ngerti sarkasme, ga terlalu suka sarkasme, terlalu sensitif, kegedean ego, maunya ngobrol yg macam apa sih? i dont understand the world

berusaha mengingat² kapan terakhir kali seneng aja