isang buong papaya para sa may sakit.

let it flow lang, laine. all the thoughts, fears, anxiety, everything.

being with oneself talaga is very scary. being alone with you own thoughts is another kind of battle. a battle you can never hide from.

checkup and isang plastic ng gamot later heto na ako sa bahay at nakahiga't alone with my own thoughts.

di na kinaya nagpacheckup na talaga and sabi I need bed rest.

sakit ng ulo ko

another haul arrives!!!

miss ko na ang dagat.

hindi actually lately.. ilang years na talagang nakakadrain ang work ko na 'to. kaya lang pinili ko to, ginusto ko, kailangan pangatawanan. but why do I feel so trapped?

nakakadrain talaga ang trabaho lately. hindi lang sa pisikal pati mental and emotional. going back to reading may save my sanity.