🐺 happy Halloween!

i can’t be on plurk right now i’m just gonna post about wanting to be dead

maybe it’s good that our pays doesn’t live near us because i would just tell them to hit me all the time

having dreams about my abuser again might hit him up and tell him to hit me again

miguel said i can’t kms because if i did i wouldn’t be able to go all the places in the world i want to go

all i want for Christmas is YOUR MOM!

☀️ I WANNA BE SANTA CLAUS (hits the woah) SO I’M GONNA KILL SANTA CLAAAAAUS (whips) WHEN I HEAR THOSE REINDEER PAWS (dab) I’M GONNA BREAK THE LAAAAWS

i need all of you to block us on everything you have us on please don’t contact us on anything anymore ever we need to just die

what if i told you all im a very bad person and i need all of you to hate me so i can die

haha i unprivayed it again because if our mom finds out we’re trans maybe we won’t be allowed back over there and i feel like i deserve to not have a good relationship with my mother after my father died because i deserve nothing good i hope i get killed!