no prominent future/ dream if short of money

to make some progress.

why would i even have such a dream? We dont even have a connection!!!

finally I went swimming. feel good but swim not as good as before.

no one should be blamed. it's me who don't have the wisdom to solve the situation...

our fight never went on more than a night, and this time is way much more. start wondering if it worths it.

it's not easy. never will be.

didn't know having dinner with fam could be this happy.

lost my judgements. pressures come from all directions. I need a duvet day or I say it should be a lot more than just one.

clandestine acts are killing me.