不想再勉強自己要做個好姐姐,好女兒.做了一百次好,只要有一次讓媽媽提了東西,妹妹就會叫你自己提,彷彿在當下,在妹妹眼中你就變成了不孝順的女兒,殊不知叫你自己提的人會叫媽媽幫自己提兩袋剛買的新鞋子!無恥

so that I can throw anything at anywhere I want, and no ppl try to put my things at the place where THEY want my things to be.

to have a house or at least a room of my own.