i just hope that things will work out just fine

it's sad that i will marry someone that i don't really love as much as i love HIM. but i know that i can learn to love rafael and i will

my karma went down bigtime.

rafael knows everything about matthew. i trust him and he's like my bestfriend so it's not so bad if we end up being married

i'm starting to get used to the fact that i'm going to be with rafael forever

helping in the wedding planning. i choose to settle down with rafael than be alone forever

going to marry rafael soon. sorry to matthew, he had his chance, but he chose not to do a thing

just woke up from a beautiful nightmare

thinking

i can learn to love him i guess. i love him now but not as much as i love matthew