Sup plurk So its has been 1 month and 13 days AND YOU KNOW WHAT he treat me like a spare or like normal friends and it's sampah! Sooo you know what im gonna do?? Treat him like a garbage back!! Wkwkwkwkwk i can't believe it will be like this so soon.. am i too serious? Am i too nice? Or stupid?? Im tired
wkwkwk 3 weeks old and the troubles start to swoop in... little by little.. well i hope it'll just little tho Hmm actually it's normal but it just make me feel more doubt about getting into relationship to soon... sooo....... hmmm.......
On US independence day night, we met we talk silly about our feelings and serious about our past then in front of my house without a plan he asked me to be the one then after some thinking (i think like weeks before) i said NO wkwkwk jk. Now we 2 weeks old and happy
Then go to first night call, then get closer and talk stupid about the future, and without me knowing we act like a couple.. he ask if it's okay to drop out girl friend pdhl idc wkwk ...
i mean i ask is he want to be serious or not (this is after first date) i think at first he scared or doesn't want to be serious then i smpt blg mo deket 1 ato 2 thn dulu but i got labil, so as time goes by he always be the first to initiate serious future talk that make me scared wkwk Then we got closer and closer...
July: we get together (me and the young man) Well... it's a funny story that i never thought I'll experience..... So at first he pdkt kinda like normal person and then ai make first "brave stupid" step which is kodein about seriousity wkwk ...
Feb: im telling some people im single When i go to my first gp jatipon worship that's my first share to jatipon about my singleness and thennn this young men gerceply WA mee and pedekateh Sempet labil karna rokok but then God showed me that some nonrokok guy have bad real attitude So on so on and BAM ...
AND THEN i feel guilty for php to other girl's boyfriend & thank God it stopped On jan: the jendes still trying to get close to me but after made up some excuses he finally stop My ex stop hiding me from his statuses and i try to move on ...
Soooooooooooo lets recap On dec: i galau as hell thank God i also busy as hell, close to xmas i officially broke up and later on i got close to janda wkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk but everytime he ask me to go out aidonwan bcs i know he's a player ...