Aaaaaaa i want to squeeze his face

Yesterday i saw a video about his ex telling (some) reason of their split, and i shocked.. to the bone. Because that reason is the same reason why i left my last ex for good. So, for now i decide to meet him (if he ask) for the last time and i will ask again the other reason of their split to see if he lie or covering something. Wait... why give him chance??

confused

actually before he wa me for the 2nd time i think i will reply him late night before i go to sleep orrr the next day in the morning. But when i ibadah onlen i got ridho to "treat others the way you want to be treated" so after the ibadah onlen i santaily reply his wa and he immediately reply the wa and so we wa an smp now...

... he replied my last wa in the middle of the night (so it's already sundae) thennn i want to ngambek but i think "who am i? we're just friend (that act like couple sometimes), i don't have any right to ngambek about that" but still i don't want to reply his wa just yet. After a few hours he wa me again! asking about the book that he lent. (panjang gpp yaa)

its time for me to curhat again soooo few days back he's sempet maraju for 2 days guys -_- wkwk and then i decide to ask him the reason & it's because a wa sticker that jokes about his ethnic. I already apologize before via wa and i apologize again that night and the night ends good (for me). The next day he's not wa me for a whole day! (to be cont)

i hate my good conscious -_- kan jadi gak pulang bareng

me: i like you
him: finally! so i have this huge red flag...
me: ......................................