Hello everyone, so my father passed away at 9:45 PH time. Yung hanggang audio call at bideo call lang ako. Ang pangit ng feeling kasi last vid call nagkwento siya na dun sa room nila natutulog aso ko. He looked peaceful, my cousins made sure I see his face before dalhin sa funeral parlour. Ok lng kami ni bunso, worry namin si mother, sabi nya, I'm alone now.
so nag grocery ako saglit before lunch, tapos dun may ale na grabe mka push ng cart sa aisle, walang ha ho he, buti napansin ko so I moved away, then I blurted, " wow teh makatulak ka naman!" ~ nakwento ko sa asawa ko, grabe tawa nya kasi syempre wala naman naka intindi sa sinabi ko, kaya I vow to learn Pinoy style German 😉
I wasn't able to do a lot of things before Christmas bec I have to prioritize my documents for residency. However, this feels like the first Christmas where I'm invited to a family gathering just to be there, my presence is enough. I'll bring cake ofc, I hope despite the language barrier I'd finally feel what Christmas w a family feels like.