thankful for her family and extended family. i may not have a house (yet), car, savings, luxury clothes and things.. i can say that i'm happy and blessed because of these wonderful people around me.
i wanted a new life, gusto ko nakapalibot sa akin mga hindi nangmamata, mga hindi negative, mababait na tao dahil masyado ng maraming nangyayari masama sa mundo & i wanted to see the beauty of the world
minsan naiisip ko na hindi ko na deserve ang friendship natin after all that had happened to you and mama. i dont know if i should go on my own with my life without you guys. nagbago na tayo lahat
ang hirap ng sitwasyon ko kasi nasa gitna ako between my family and you. nasasaktan ako kasi lahat kayo mahal ko yet nagsasabihan kayo ng masasama sa isa't isa.
i can sense that something has changed. it all started when you stayed to mama. alam kong sinaktan ka nya verbally and i'm still carrying that burden until now.