IM SO TIRED OF MASSAGING MY SALIVARY GLAND!!!! JUST DROOL ON YOUR OWN YOU USELESS MEAT!!!!!!!!!!

i cant believe im medically diagnosed as 'can't make blood can't make spit' guy

guess who is now going to the emergency room

local man crashes on couch for hour post raid under blanket ends up cold takes hot shower. and that man? was me.

[financial aid] I hate to ask for help but... we've been struggling financially for the past year and events have hit the tipping point where we're going to have to move while not having the money to move. 1200 would give us wiggle room, but 800 would get us out constant advances with our bank at least.

urgh... im contemplating making a post/donation thing for us... we're -800 or so to our bank through their advance program, we need groceries, we probably need extra money for a deposit for a new place because i'm certain we'll have to move... i dunno what to do

yippee 100 degree fever

today another struggle to just. get through. cant wait to go to my doctor visit in a week or two and get a super high score on anxiety and depression and be like

god, fuck, im still like. a mess. im just sitting here trying to grind easy dopamine and serotonin in wow to feel better and i just start crying out of nowhere

FGGSHKDJJKHGGG FUCKING HELL GODDAMNIT you know how our house was bought recently. and the buyer promised not to raise rent. guess what. her husband said no no no we need to raise rent they want to raise it 400 fucking dollars. 1k dollars for this two room piece of shit