but i have to hold on!

and he said he fall out of love.. that is so easy for him to tell me those words i cant imagine to absurb..

he said he found much better than me.. that was the most painful word ive ever heard..

someday its gonna make sense

from this day forward!

im really suffering emotional crisis..huuu.. so hurts..

I'm trying to forget all those things and act like normal.. I'm trying but it is so hard..please help me.. it is so hard!

when you step out in our door makes my heart beat so fast.. and the feeling is not that easy.. it paranoids me.

though i will trust you again..but what was being crumpled will never go back to its normal appearance..

you just don't know how big impact to our relationship of what you have done.. ill give you the benefit of a doubt forever..