Been to the hell and now I am back. I got to tell you it was wonderful.

Maybe I shouldn't look back, but did I intentionally put myself in that position just to feel suffered?

My alter ego.... Wake up.

to see her dress uniform and the handcuff!

being alone in a hotel room is a dangerous thing.... i have imagine couple different kind of ways to die.

hold me, kiss me, whoever you are.

she is already dead inside.

who can save me from the hell? I want you....

death inside me.

Cut myself can only relieve part of my internal pain. What else can i do? I don't want to see myself hurt like this. It is self protection.